things had been cold to me too . its been so hard to me to get things on actuall track but it seems i cant . i failed . i give up tooo early . im sorry .
we do were having fun , i admit it . i was very happy . but things doesnt last that long . i just dont know why . it got me straight to my heart . i was sad .
i lose something that was big and part of me . which i care so much . idk i will be okay or not but im sure i'll try my best to be .
well yeah , idk what is happening but i think its for my own good too .
i cant think straight and clearly . all i can think is sweet memories and bad ones . well bad ones got me everytime . somehow i need to learn something but idk what .
yeah thats all . im tired to think about this and i dont want to be miserable anymore .
its disturbing and sometimes pain . haiyoyoyo.
CHOY ! *bak kate byzura .
ORGHHHHHH *bak kate jabbar
BARPAK KAW *bak kate momo
WEHHH *bak kate aan
haha ade ade je diorang. well nak siapsiap maw pigi openhouse !