Wednesday, September 1, 2010

cold floor .

Today is the day that me myself felt miserable dissapointed crackhead clueless dizzy and sumting goes with crazy mind stuff . i feel so shitty right now . i cant even think clearly oh . i guess i just need sum laugh , more of joyness , a lil bit of crazy act and sum lame stuff to keep me stay as usual as i am . My brothers and family are always needed . Abengoh and Abechik thank you . Thank you for being there when i need you guys . Till death can seperate us . I cant believe that this is happening to me . I mean i didnt do anything wrong .Im just being human with all that feelings inside me but then what can i even do , things just happened so quickly . I cant recap anything . Im so confused .

I may not always be perfect , but I'll always try . 

so yeah .
I'm trying to get sum sleep which is i haven't sleep yet since yesterday evening . I cant sleep , my mind can't stop thinking , my heart are confused , my stomach are growling , my hand hurts , my legs are aching and I'm sitting in the corner in my room looking at my bed with my laptop on the floor beside me .
well , i guess my bed are calling me now . I feel much tired . 
so goodmorning to all and goodnight to me .
I'm pretty sure I'm gonna have a long sleep . I don't know when I'm gonna wake up but I hope not too soon because I can't face reality , dreams could be more better than this . 
Assalamualaikum warahmatullah .
sayonara , Je t'aime