after everything that happened to me for the past 3 or 4 days . i feel so much better now . i feel kinda alive and kinda undead . things had running through my mind and that makes me thinking alot and it makes me feel sick too . damn u sickness ! . anyway i hate to say this but i cant lie to myself cuz its gonna hurt me more later . i DO still have feelings for her . of course laa kan , she meant so much to me. but i wish everythings back to normal , like we used too . it felt so much fun that way .and yet i cant do anything about it cuz its fate , and all i can do is to accept it willingly and realize that this is life. u need to be strong to keep living in this life. if u're weak u'll end up hating ur self later. so redhaa ajaa lahh ;D
A smile of joy arrives in me
of course nothing happened , but somehow i can smile and think clearly about it now. I guess memories does bring us smile and of course i miss that moment . haiyoo haiyoo oke lah kalo begitu . HAHAA thats some stupid indons jokes that me and my brothers watched on youtube . its was freaking funny .
And yes when im bored or nothing to do , i go through my old stuff . tgk tgk balik ape yang ade haha its fun doh . and u know i found my old name tagg when i was on standard 6 . haha lame kan , yes i know .
i go trough my songs library and yes i found my old time favorite song which is an emo song but hell i like it :D
its silverstein - my heroine . i try to to search on youtube for acoustic version and hell yeah i found it . it was nice and i cant stop listen to it . hahahaha
now is september , and october is next month . i cant wait to get me self a brand new guitar :) . my old ones dah rosak . maen pon dah tak bunyi mcm guitar . haha
dah laa kene tunggu smpai bulan 10 , bapak lame lagi . ni semua salah aan dgn aziq laa ni . pundek macaohai !
hha i guess that's all what i want to say . sakit perut dok buat sit ups je . tapi tak turun turun pon . hahaha callo betteh asta lavista babeh :D
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