I like this

You take my breath away girl :D

I miss you .

Fcuk You

Just Go !

I dont even need you !

Go get out of my freaking life and go get your own !

You're just disturbing me !

Just Go Okay ? 

Port Dickson .

weeeeeeeeeeeeeee Tuesday ;D

yeay today at 11:00 o'clock we'll be heading to Port Dickson in Seremban .

haha hoomaagosh another trip with my bestest budd :)

me fizi aan momo and also azureen .

Hope we'll have a safe journey and there's a lot of fun waiting for us.

Amin .

so Port Dickson here WE come !  .

dear friends .

Escape the fate - friends and alibis .

This is for all friends that i would live and dying for .

Oh, I hate to be the one to bear the bad news
Yes, it is true
I finally fell in love
I fell so hard that I'm killing myself
Yes, I need out
Out of this grave that I've dug

And all the friends that I have gone through
And how much I deserve the pain
It's a shame

So hold your head
Hold it up high
Here's to the friends that were alibis
Keep this close by your side
When I come home we will have our night

Oh, they always told me I was gorgeous in a way
And that fateful day
I found who I was
So fill this hole with my prescriptions
I just keep feeding my addictions

And all the friends that I have gone through
And how much I deserve the pain
It's a shame

So hold your head
Hold it up high
Here's to the friends that were alibis
Keep this close by your side
When I come home we will have our night
We will have our night

You were the ones that stood by my side, whoa
And I was the one that fought all of your fights
Go!

(Hold your head, hold it up high) Whoa
(Keep this close by your side) Whoa

So hold your head
Hold it high
Here's to the friends that were alibis
Keep this close by your side
When I come home we will have our night

Hold your head
Hold it up high
Here's to the friends that were alibis
Keep this close by your side
When I come home we will have our night

Hold your head
Hold it up high
Here's to the friends that were alibis
Keep this close by your side
When I come home we will have our night
We will have our night (more)

hurts

hey this time its not my heart that hurts , hahah ! .
its my fingers . I played my guitar for about 3 hours straight . haha gila kan . sumpah best gilaa , dah lame tak maen gitar oh . ni dah repair , software dah ade ape sume . training la puas puas , tade orang nak marah pon . hahah yang marah ade laa , my mum -_______-
which is , she kept saying that . HEY SLOW DOWN A BIT , LATER THE NEIGHBORS COME AND COMPLAIN . hahaha funny . but then seriously my left fingers are hurts , i mean the tip of it kinda harden abit but thats good because guitarist are supposed to be like that . hahaha crappp :)  . anyway i tried to play a song from Plain white t's which is hey there delilah but its kinda hard and complicated . and then i moved to the other song which is enrique iglesias hero . HAHA now thats better , but still i kinda lost at the strumming part . they go like up up down up down up up whatever shits it is . hahaha esok training lagi sampai lebam . weeeeeeeee ;)

This is the song that im listening to right now ;D . 

Its from POD - Will You .

See you sittin' next to the window in the bedroom
She breaks down - breaks down
Crying over something and starin' into nothin'
Afraid now - hate now
Wanting, needing, haunting, it's killing me
Faking what has happened to live the life like that man
I'll break down - It's fake now

Will you, will you love me tomorrow?
So Will You, Will you stay with me today?

Fade in and out of reason to fight the way she's feelin'
She breaks down - breaks down
Going through the motions and holding onto hopes
and her dreams now - somehow
Shaken, mistaken, forsaken, it's killing me.
Wishing you could change, but he's always been this way
If you leave now - I'll drown

Will you, will you love me tomorrow?
So Will You, Will you stay with me today?
Will you, will you be here tomorrow?
So Will You, you remember yesterday?

Yesterday! Yesterday!
Yesterday! Yesterday!

This time, I'm sorry
This time, I'm sorry
This time, this time, I'm sorry for this time
This time, this time, I'm sorry
This time I'm sorry!

Will you, Will you love me tomorrow?
So Will You, Will you stay with me today?
Will you, Will you be here tomorrow?
So Will You, you remember yesterday?

Will you? [x6]
So Will You?
Will you? [x6]

Tired and Fun

hey , well i just got back from catering work just now . phew , damn im so tired . i cant even lift my leg . hahaha . 
so today were the big day after we spent our 8 hours yesterday for setting up the hall for today , and it went so well as i expected but there's lack of workers . haih , bengang weh . siot dahla penat gila kene lari sane lari sini , angkat tu angkat ni , refill tu refill ni . clear table ape sume . 800 guest kot , memang penat ah . 
so there's five of us , me hafizi jabbar hajar and azureen . we went there by car , nasib baik fizi bawak kete . boleh balik awal . hahhaah ! .
so after work we went to sunway piramid because hajar wanna buy a handbag that her brother as her to . we had a lot fun . actually , today was a blast . im hoping that we can do this again . so im tired now and my eyes cant barely open already . haha and yeah i'll better go now before i make my lappy my pillow . HAHA ! .
see yaa !

the simple truth

well , i guess i just cant deny that the truth hurts .
but hey what can we do ? , its just a circle of life .
humans make mistakes and learn to make future better .
and yeah , i do makes mistakes and yet im not sure what i learn but soon i'll find out about it ;) .
the thing is , truth does hurts . but it will fade . dont worry about it , im still young :D
there you go Ahmad Shakir :)
so yeah , i just got back from some work and hell yeah its tiring . esok ade lagi -_____-
and jabbar lost his wallet at kfc just in the corner of my house . feel sorry for him . oh well , dah ilang kan nak buat mcm mana .

and there to You , if you're reading this . I am really sorry . I wish you good luck and hope there will be a great future ahead for You :D . 







and one more before i forget , dont stop crappin' around okay . Its just so lively,funny and it makes you become you. Im sure im gonna miss that crap of yours :D   (well im reading it on my myspace page , wayy back on my comment list . haha ) 


so im going offline now , im tired and sleepy . 
toodles and assalamualaikum :)

gila

I'm Okayy ;)

Whatever means whatever .

I wish i have a time machine ! . so i can go back through time and be happy . but what can i do ;(

done

i have my own ways to settle down myself .

so this is how it has to be now .

im getting use to it .

im just being myself .

all i need is laugh , happiness and joy .

 ahmad shakir , be patient .

you'll be happy like you used to soon ;)

yeah

well, yeahh i guess im done with everything . 

dah tayah nak pikir apa apa lagi .

end of story.

;')

weeeee :D

heyy you know , im starting to feel better now ;)
idk knw why , but i just feel that kind of way . i guess i just need some time . 
a lil bit of you makes me all me :D
weeeee !  , i like to crap alot . trust me . hahaha
bye for now ! 

Im happyyyyy wehh !
suka suka suka

cold

things had been cold to me too . its been so hard to me to get things on actuall track but it seems i cant . i failed . i give up tooo early . im sorry .

we do were having fun , i admit it . i was very happy . but things doesnt last that long . i just dont know why . it got me straight to my heart . i was sad .

i lose something that was big and part of me . which i care so much . idk i will be okay or not but im sure i'll try my best to be .

well yeah , idk what is happening but i think its for my own good too .

i cant think straight and clearly . all i can think is sweet memories and bad ones . well bad ones got me everytime . somehow i need to learn something but idk what .

yeah thats all . im tired to think about this and i dont want to be miserable anymore .

its disturbing and sometimes pain . haiyoyoyo.

CHOY ! *bak kate byzura .

ORGHHHHHH *bak kate jabbar

BARPAK KAW *bak kate momo

WEHHH *bak kate aan

haha ade ade je diorang.  well nak siapsiap maw pigi openhouse !

wow !

You're my Honeybunch, Sugarplum
Pumpy-umpy-umpkin, You're my Sweetie Pie
You're my Cuppycake, Gumdrop
Snoogums-Boogums, You're the Apple of my Eye
And I love you so and I want you to know
That I'll always be right here
And I love to sing sweet songs to you
Because you are so dear


haha , how cute and sweet kan ?  ;) 
u know , a friend of mine gave this to me .
im so happyyyy !
heee time kasih time kasih . i'll never ever gonna forget you .
XOXO

haih

now adays i feel so fucking miserable . i dont know why but i guess i just miss the way my life run like it used to be. that way i feel more alive and undead . happier and cheerfull .well menyesal skarang tak guna jugak kan . ahmad shakir , fuck you hard dude !

promises.

i promises her not to leave her , instead i decided to be her friend . but now im here , she's the one who leave me . i thought being a friend is the alternative way to not leave her and to stay in touch , but i was wrong . idk why idk why and idk why . tapelah kalau u nak buat macam ni , i tahu kenapa and its only me to know about it . its okay . i hope u'll be fine okay.

u see the clock down there . its says i love you nad . u know , im keeping it . im not gonna change it and i have my reasons .

take care

hey

haih what im feeling now is total sadness and lonelyness . im freaking hate this feelings .but i know this is the best for myself right now . Im not sure about it but its okay i'll be fine . atleast i still got my brothers and sisters than can make me happy . i guess im missing you already . dont cry okay ,everything is gonna be alright .

Final Words .

hey , i think i've made my decision and im pretty sure about it . althou some part of my heart says its not the right choice but i have to do this . The longer i stay , the more hurt i'll get . so its better to be this way and i wont feel any pain , i guess . i've think clearly about it and dont worry okay i'll be fine , trust me ;') . we still gonna be friends like we used to and im keeping my promises that i wont leave you . i'll be your friend and we still can share some laughs and jokes together . haha and yes , i admit it . i do miss ur crap and those silly jokes that used to make me laugh like hell . The sweet memories that happened between us , i will always keep in my heart . im sure u'll be fine , hey you kan kuat :) . i tahu u kuat , u always figure things out on your own . so chillax nobody is gonna take your happiness away. there's people around you that loves and care so much about you including me . The hardest part of all is to let you go and i can promise you that you will always be in my mind . There is part of you that always stuck in my heart ,that is to be in love with you . I guess its better to stuck in there so i'll never forget how great you are and how beautiful your love is . I am greatful that i owned you and to have you but I guess this is the end of it . Im afraid to do so but I think im ready to take a big step of my life which is letting you go . I cant forget about you and never will . Im not doing this because i dont trust you , yes i do trust you infact im still in love with you but i feel there's something that has to be done . Im doing this because i want you to be happy and to smile again like the way you used to . Im sorry and im trully sorry if i hurted you so bad . I didn't meant to do that , its just my feelings that show you how much i want you to be mine. Im sorry that i have to do all this . i really do . I think its not with me where you belong . its him where you supposed to be with . Its not about jealousy thingy , my jealousy part is done. Dont worry my jealousy wont come near to bother you anymore. You are free . Its fate that you belong with him . plus he is your soulmate and your first love . I just wanna that i love you sincerely syg but i have to do this:( . be happy always okay and study for your upcoming finals , jgn dok asyik tgk movie je :D . I guess i've nothing to say left , but im sure i'll write some more about this. Im taking a good sleep and im hoping tomorow will be a good day ;) . 

 goodbye love .

Je t'aime

thank you for being part of me and thank you for letting me to love you. I appreciate it alott .

it was great and beautiful .

and i guess im dancing this dance alone now but i'll always see you .  

you will always be my gewang :D
if you're reading this , text me soon . i got something to tell .

assalamualaikum .

16 march 2010
this is when my heart pumps quickly when it founds you .

I made this just for you .

I remember us,
the way we used to be,
I'd hold you in my arms,
your smile so sweet to me,

But now when I see you,
you look right through me,
I feel so alone now,
but when I close my eyes
All I see is you.

The love we used to share,
gone up in whirl winds,
will I ever love,
or ever live again,

I am tired of crying,
and I am done trying,
To remember all about you,
but when I close my eyes

All I see is you.

All the love I am sending,
the memories I won't sell,
I know there must be an ending,
to the story I will tell,

I dream only of your love,
and happiness in life,
I try not to think of you,
but when I close my eyes 

All I see is you.

I love you . . . 

actual reactions .

after everything that happened to me for the past 3 or 4 days . i feel so much better now . i feel kinda alive and kinda undead . things had running through my mind and that makes me thinking alot and it makes me feel sick too . damn u sickness ! . anyway i hate to say this but i cant lie to myself cuz its gonna hurt me more later . i DO still have feelings for her . of course laa kan , she meant so much to me. but i wish everythings back to normal , like we used too . it felt so much fun that way .and yet i cant do anything about it cuz its fate , and all i can do is to accept it willingly and realize that this is life. u need to be strong to keep living in this life. if u're weak u'll end up hating ur self later. so redhaa ajaa lahh ;D

A smile of joy arrives in me

of course nothing happened , but somehow i can smile and think clearly about it now. I guess memories does bring us smile and of course i miss that moment . haiyoo haiyoo oke lah kalo begitu . HAHAA thats some stupid indons jokes that me and my brothers watched on youtube . its was freaking funny .

And yes when im bored or nothing to do , i go through my old stuff . tgk tgk balik ape yang ade haha its fun doh . and u know i found my old name tagg when i was on standard 6 . haha lame kan , yes i know . 

i go trough my songs library and yes i found my old time favorite song which is an emo song but hell i like it :D

its silverstein - my heroine . i try to to search on youtube for acoustic version and hell yeah i found it . it was nice and i cant stop listen to it . hahahaha 

now is september , and october is next month . i cant wait to get me self a brand new guitar :) . my old ones dah rosak . maen pon dah tak bunyi mcm guitar . haha 

dah laa kene tunggu smpai bulan 10 , bapak lame lagi . ni semua salah aan dgn aziq laa ni . pundek macaohai !  

hha i guess that's all what i want to say . sakit perut dok buat sit ups je . tapi tak turun turun pon . hahaha callo betteh asta lavista babeh :D

Je t'aime 

myself

I feel sick , so tired , my body feels weak , my head dizzzy  and i cant go out cuz tak laratt :( 
sumpah rase mcm tak betol ow badan . haiyoooo ! 
damn laa weyh .
rase mcm nak demam pon ade .
aih , im out !

cold floor .

Today is the day that me myself felt miserable dissapointed crackhead clueless dizzy and sumting goes with crazy mind stuff . i feel so shitty right now . i cant even think clearly oh . i guess i just need sum laugh , more of joyness , a lil bit of crazy act and sum lame stuff to keep me stay as usual as i am . My brothers and family are always needed . Abengoh and Abechik thank you . Thank you for being there when i need you guys . Till death can seperate us . I cant believe that this is happening to me . I mean i didnt do anything wrong .Im just being human with all that feelings inside me but then what can i even do , things just happened so quickly . I cant recap anything . Im so confused .

I may not always be perfect , but I'll always try . 

so yeah .

I'm trying to get sum sleep which is i haven't sleep yet since yesterday evening . I cant sleep , my mind can't stop thinking , my heart are confused , my stomach are growling , my hand hurts , my legs are aching and I'm sitting in the corner in my room looking at my bed with my laptop on the floor beside me .

well , i guess my bed are calling me now . I feel much tired . 

so goodmorning to all and goodnight to me .
I'm pretty sure I'm gonna have a long sleep . I don't know when I'm gonna wake up but I hope not too soon because I can't face reality , dreams could be more better than this . 
Assalamualaikum warahmatullah .

sayonara , Je t'aime 

what goes around comes around ;)

heyyy ;D  . 

do you know the meaning of what goes around comes around ? or in the simple word karma .  haha i bet u dont know about it . 

seee its like this , things had happened to me before and yet it happened to me again . hurm why ? , i dont know . why dont you tell me sugar ?  .

okay , let me tell you this . i have feelings too , do you ever think about it ? .
kadang kadang , a single word pon boleh buat kite sakit ati kan .

well tapelah kan , bende dah jadi . nak buat mcm mana kan ;D 

move on jelahh , takkan nak tanak move on . gilaa ah mcm tuh :) 

anyway , i gtg now . i got things to get it done . 

sayonara and assalamualaikum .

im sorry

im sorry im acting childish . im sorry that i werent there when u need me . im not being myself right now . im so sorry dear . i love you .

mushimuru

you awak andaa kamu

I always do love you  just the way u are .

I always do love you with all my heart .

I always do like you the way u make me feel .

I always do like you when u just being silly .

I always do want to be with you .

I always do want to share my thoughts with you .

we'll figure out things together okay syg .

dont worry , i will always love you with all my heart .

remember this syg , you owned me .

<3

 Googlybear

my song

This song i dedicate it to my lovely sayang :) 

I love you baby .

avenged sevenfold - warmness on the soul

 

Your hazel green tint eyes watching every move I make.
And that feeling of doubt, it's erased.
I'll never feel alone again with you by my side.
You're the one, and in you I confide.

And we have gone through good and bad times.
But your unconditional love was always on my mind.
You've been there from the start for me.
And your loves always been true as can be.
I give my heart to you.
I give my heart, cause nothing can compare in this world to you.

And we have gone through good and bad times.
But your unconditional love was always on my mind.
You've been there from the start for me.
And your loves always been true as can be.
I give my heart to you.
I give my heart, cause nothing can compare in this world to you.

I give my heart to you.
I give my heart, cause nothing can compare in this world to you.

You

These colours are the colours that always seems to be the colours of my life .  green means my love , blue means be myself , orange means im happy no matter what happen cuz i got you , pink means you are the only one for me and white means a new chapter of life with u .

I love you more than all the stars in the sky.
I love you more as each moment passes us by.
I love you more with every breath I take.
I love you more with each promise we make.

I need you like a flower needs the rain.
I need you for you can wash away my pain.
I need you more each day
I need you for you are so wonderful, in every single way.

I miss you more than ever now.
I miss you because I really need you somehow.
I miss you and your touch.
I miss you for to me, you mean so much.

I want you to caress my lips the way you always do.
I want you to look into my eyes and see my love for you.
I want you to hold me close to your heart.
I want you to know that I love you, need you, miss you, and want you
And I have for every single moment, right from the start. 

im sorry for what i did , i really do .

Comfort within your smile
Lost in the love light of your eyes
Mesmerized by all you do
Feeling all the love you have for me
Knowing that my heart runs free

Take my hand and do not let go
Guide me down the path aglow
Shimmering under the glorious light
Love bringing us together
Hearing the wind whisper "forever".

Not even all the riches of the world 
would help me make it through a day, 
but just a minute spent with you 
and my whole world seems okay. 

A gaze of your heavenly brown eyes, 
a whisper from your enticing lips, 
the caress of your comforting hug, 
and a taste of your sweet kiss. 
All those things helps me through one more day 
and makes my life seem worth while. 
 

Hey i guess thats all what i want to say this time . 

i had nothing left to say.

my mouth shut tightly and all i can see in the mirror is a sad face .

these stuff are the things that i loved so much .

a timetable , a novel book , a lucky pen , an orange turtle , a box of blue bracelet ,

a small vase stuffed with cute little letter inside and  a pair of socks .

well , im going to sleep now .

byebye .

ily googlybear .

mushimuru . 

Love

I count the hours, 
I count the days.
How much I miss you, 
I count the ways.

I miss your voice,
I miss your touch.
And I miss the face,
That I love so much.

this poem happens when i was so bored and waiting her to get done with her homework . so i blank up my mind and start to think about her . 

Mygod i miss her so badd oh .  smpai boleh tulis poem . haha gile cool :D .

i never get tired saying this all day cuz i really do mean it . 

I Love You So Much Nurul Nadhira bt Shamsudin <3

French Leaves .

hey there , so here im just updating my blog which i have no idea what to write -__- yea i know im lame . haha

HAHA u know , last nite i learned how to speak French . my syg taught  me how to speak . haha its kinda funny cuz tak paham langsung . but now dah paham dahh . bonjour means hello and au revior means gudbye and this one i learned it by myself , merci beaucoup means thank you very much :D . bagus kan blaja bahasa ni .

et mon coeur trouvera sa raison d'etre , car tu es la . haha paham tak ? . heee this is what she gave me last nite . its so sweet syg , baby je t'aime !  .

so today agak busy jugak laa kan , haih ari ari busy memang pening la otak saye . gile gile gile :D then tadi balik umah kejap , kene kuar balik pegi carefour beli barang . patu gi bazaar jap beli roti john yang tak seberapa sedap tuh and air bandung . then berbuka and now tgh on9 texting msn dgr lagu mkan ice cream :) . nak? byaarrr ahh :P

so that's all what i want to say . oh yaa and baby if u're reading this , dont forget taw tu buka ur fb . i sent ur msg:D  . love you baby , muahh !

green and froggy

so its been a while i havent update my blog . 

otak saye pening lah dan saya sangat sangat merindui awak syg <3
bilekah kite maw pergi itu dating lagi babyy ?  :P 

today was hell fun , bussy and tired -__-
me and abang had a so call lepak together lahh . we went to his shop to repair his motorbike and then we went to taipan buy stuff at guardian . before heading back , we stopped at digital mall to buy sum stuff at carefour . then balik lahh bukak puasa . haha :D


this to my babyybuu :D 
i like green too baby , we have the same fav colour !
but i like orange mooree :P
baby i miss u and i love you <3
bubu te amo .

heee syg u know how much i love my green cute cartoon frogs kan :D
haha this is my band :P
so i gtg now .  ngantok la plak kan . haiyoo .
bye .
love you bie , alott !

Nadhira :)

dahh lame tak jumpee :( . i miss u so baddly laa sayangg . i wanna see u . heeee i love you bubu <3 .

HAHA tuh je nak ckp . sbb dah rindu tahap gabann dah nii .

so Selamat berbuka puasaa :)

do i have to do this -__-

Berikut adalah soalan yang perlu dijawab oleh penerima award ini .


1 . anda mesti memuji pemberi award ini .

 

haha , time kaseh laa kepade si byezura itu kerana beliau lah saye mendapat award ini . dgn itu saye berase bangge dan juge agak mcm apahal kene buat bende ni -__- . tapelahh kan , bukan slalu buat bende alah ni kan . haha

 

puji eh ? abis laa andaa :) 

si byezura ni agak hyper , baek , jahat , suka garu  dan juga gila . gila tang mana gwa tak tahu tapi selame gwa kenal ngn minah rempit ni dok asyik jadi gila jek -__-   *u kate i rempit kan

tendang maw kaa awakk ?

time lepak dgn die mesti ade bab happy , bab gila , bab makan , bab gossip dan bab sedih . bab sedih tuh die sorang lah sbb dok nanges rindu die punya mataair laa sapa lagi Momo the great kambing . HAHA :) .

 

andd andd andd igt lagi dulu time first time jumpe , haha sumpah klaka . mase tuh saye , momo , rashid dan juga reen . haha ade time tu kiteorang tgh berjalan then momo sorok lah die punye clip rambot die , hahaha mencari die mcm orang gile . tak tahu la ape yg best dgn clip tuh -__-  . then lepas cari mcm orang gila still tak jumpe , boleh plak dgn tibetibe die lompat depan saye dan berkata ' mane clip rambot i ? ' andd i say to her that the clip are not with me . haha then die pegang perot kate ' u sorok kat sini ehh :) '   -__- dah kenape kan . ape u igt i ni doraemon ? . last last jumpe . abiss daa cite :)

 

 

 2 . sila beri award ini kepada 1 bloggers yang lain .

 

hmm nak bagi kat sape hah ? tak tahu dohh . aduhh . ohhh heee kasi kat orang special lahh :) saya sayang dia ni sangat sangat :D

Mamoru

 

 

3 . anda mesti memberitahu kepada 1 blogger tadi .  

 

 alright :) i'll text her okayy . hahaha

downdowndown

urghhh idk what's got into me today . i felt so emo shit , stress , scared , tired , anger and of course hungry . like normal sundays , i did some exercise blablabla and i still felt the same -__-  damn idk whats wrong with me . i felt like a piece of me are about to fall but just dnt know when . im so scared till i can hear my heart pumping fast like a 1000hp car's engine . well im just lyin down on my bed holding my cell waiting for my baby to text me :) . and yes she did . HAHA after we texted then the next thing i know is im asleep . sorry baby .
we text and we text then suddenly i feel so stressed up again . feel like my head is spinning tak tahu kenape  and its kinda disturbing . but hell yeah im okay now .  i think tak cukup tido jadi mcm tuh laa. hahaa sengal hotaheyy !  . 

btw , i miss her so much ow :(  . wish i can see her , sayaangg i miss u baddly . 
i love you babyyboo :D

Nad and Bee :)

heyy now im here again to blog :) . so like as i told u before that im doing some shopping for raya . well , i went to pkns shah alam . hmm yeahh it was okay thou , nothing stupid things happen althou i saw some makcik with a very scary face smiling at me -__-  . idk why she smilled at me and yes it was a blaady freakin nightmare . can u believe that die ade gigi mcm vampire do hh. pehh gile babeng cuak laa ! even my brother was laughing like hell .  
So i bought a baju melayu wane biru . its my fav colour oh :D but i wanna buy green cuz its my sayang's fav colour but tapelah and a songkok to wear with the baju melayu . and blablabla walk walk walk , and there i received a text msg from my babyy :P . she said that she's on her way to pkns and like i normally do is smiling like a goat and happy as kidd . but eventually tak dpat jumpe pon . cuz i had to go home , mama dah penat and balik .
dah balikkk lepak lepak jap , online then penat tido :P . and u know she bought 2 baju kurung which is white baju kurung with a blue aqua flowers and orange colour . which is both are my fav colour :) . hee we have a match set :D .suke la suke la .
 its okay if our clothes did not match because i know that my heart are match with your's :DD 

ooookkkaayy this is like the most beautiful handmade art i've ever seen :) .its like so goddamn pretty .she made it for me and how cool was that , gile lahh sayang gile dkat die weyy ! . haha nmpak mcm susah je nak buat but actually agak senang . kot *ikhlas tu yang penting .hahahaha babyy me loveee youuuu ! <3

dewdewdew !

hey , its 4.55 am in the morning and im full after having sahur for fasting later and of course i cant sleep yet cuz im full . well whatever -,- . so today , im going to PKNS at shah alam to buy me self a baju melayu for this upcoming raya . i dont wanna go to that place cuz its so pack with humans . u know i hate when a place is pack with people ! . well nvm then , once a year je kan pegi sane . rase mcm nak beli baju melayu wane hijau which is my baby's fav colour  and rase mcm nak beli wane orange sbb aku suke orange . haih tak tahu laa , if campur wane takleh ? . baju hijau sluar orange ? haha mesti sumpah kelakar gile mcm keling :D .
There's a thing that keeps bothering me . last night we text happily but then suddenly she stop textin me . i mean she didnt reply my text . Did i've done sumthing wrong ? . if i do im sorry :'( . anyway tapelahh , nnt text la tu :P . soo i think that's it . im done for this session .  byee toodles !  
 
 " You are the first thing I think about when I wake up and the last thing I think about when I go to sleep, ensuring I have a pleasant day and sweet dreams.

heee and did i tell you that " Your eyes are the sweetest stars I've ever seen. "   :DD love you bubu .

MamoruLOVE

hey guys , its me beekay and im kinda new to blog . haha it sounds so funny when she forced me to do my own blog . haha its kinda cute and trust me , she know i'll do anythin for her :D .
cuz I love you so muchhie babyy . ngeee :)

 testing , 1 2 3 . hell yeah it it worked ! . so by now ive posted my 1st blog :) . haha lame retard .

heee damn idk what to crap . sorry thou  .  i guess im gonna crap next time maybe . haha toodles ;)


"I love you, not only for what you are, But for what I am when I am with you."

I love you Nurul Nadhira :P

Ahmad Shakir :)

Hi everyone ! It's nad here. heee. I'm just around to test the stuff on blog for beekay. It's his blog anyway!