This is what I really feel .

I've forgot-ton what it feels like to feel normal
to be normal
And I've forgot-ton what food tastes like
The way it tastes right
My tastebuds tastes right
Well, I wake up in so much spit and sweat
It is not normal, but what is normal?
Well I go to bed
When I wake up
After cleaning all
All the spit and sweat

*chorus
Now I'm, Now I'm
sha sha shakin', sha shakin'
I'm sha sha shakin', sha shakin'
I'm sha sha shakin', sha shakin'
I'm sha sha shakin', sha shakin'

(Now...wha-o-a-o)

I toss and turn all night
'cause I, 'cause I was looking for, for an ending
This was so because, because I watched all day
The neverending story, with a Atreyu
The next day came, but not a beam of light
Because the blinds were shut
sha sha sha shut so tight
well I fell out of bed laced with spit and sweat
It made me very cold
It made me very cold

*chorus
Now I'm, Now I'm
sha sha shakin', sha shakin'
I'm sha sha shakin', sha shakin'
I'm sha sha shakin', sha shakin'
I'm sha sha shakin', sha shakin'

I'm sha sha shakin', sha shakin'

I'm supposed to feel better,
This nightmare's supposed to end,
Well I am holding on, I am holding on, I am holding on, I am holding on

*chorus
Now I'm, Now I'm
sha sha shakin', sha shakin'
I'm sha sha shakin', sha shakin'
I'm sha sha shakin', sha shakin'
I'm sha sha shakin', sha shakin'

And now, yeah, now, yeah

Lyrics of the song .

Easy was it ever i don't know

but I've changed my mind a thousand times before

so don't you place your bets on me cause I can change

and you may see

that I'm just one of them

I'm never gonna turn around

don't want to see I'm not a left behind

a million secrets safetly hidden deep inside my mind

lazy as it seems

it's things I like to keep

people never learn from their mistakes

so don't you put your trust in me

cause I can change

and you may see

that I'm just one of them

I'm never gonna turn around

don't want to see I'm not a left beind

a million secrets safetly hidden deep inside my mind

inside my mind..

flashbacks

oh, I know what

I was doing

what a feeling

flashbacks

oh, I know what

I was doing

what a feeling

I'm never gonna turn around

don't want to see I'm not a left behind

a million secrets safetly hidden deep inside my mind

I'm never gonna turn around

don't want to see all that I've done

a million secrets safetly hidden deep inside my mind

Ram di dam - Flashbacks 

ARGH !

It hurts like a friggin hell ! . 

Cracked

You know , sometimes I kinda hate love because it hurts and it's very lame .

well  , its okay .  Atlease i'm alright. I'm doing fine . None of it are matters now .

I guess , go with the flow is the best way right now . 

damn sial . wtf !

Smoosh

So , today just another boring day . Yesterday I went to college and yup I got my new schedule for this new sem   and I'm happy for it because it's hard to find them . Some of the schedule on the wall were torn apart and some of em has been stole by student's -.- . I know right , menyusahkan orang betul . Then I have to wait for 30 minutes , so my mentor can find the list for the subs . So yeah .

Oh oh , I got to go now . Sbb kene hanta membe pegi KTM . Later !

Seriously ? -.-

You know , she's on the phone now and she told me to update my blog . haih 

so yeah , I'm updating it right now . Lalalalala ~

click *publish post

*UPDATED

Abengoh & Abechik

I love you guys more than I ever could . Sayang korang weh :) . All I can say about you guys is Life’s truest happiness is found in friendships we make along the way.

Abengoh.

Abechik.

Me and Abengoh :) *chilling

Abechik and Me ;) *killer-pose

Mokngoh and Abengoh <3

And us in fizi which is AbangGeding at PD :D

 All I'm trying to say here is , you can have a real meaning of friendship if you treat them well . They were here   always for me to guide me to a better life . I need them , they are my sugar and spice :D . This post is to you guys . Hee <3

New me

So yeah , I made a new page for my blog . Haha , kinda hard but I'll try :) . It's been awhile since i log in into my blog account . 

I'm changing to a better person , for myself , family , friends and my love ones . I've been playing badminton these days and it's my new hobby too . Haha I never thought badminton could be this fun . So yeah .

Ohh and yes , I met her on Thursday last week . She was so beautiful and awesome . Haha , we had a laugh and a lil bit of sweet time . Although , it was very tough because I'm abit shy to met her that day . Hahaha silly me ! . That day was awesome ! and we played Truth or Dare . It was scariest moment ever :D .

So yeah, that's all for this time . I'll catch up with you guys later . Toodles .

Sabrina Al-Juffry <3

Her

She is so awesome !  haha

Wa love sama lu <3