Tuesday, August 31, 2010

what goes around comes around ;)

heyyy ;D  . 
do you know the meaning of what goes around comes around ? or in the simple word karma .  haha i bet u dont know about it . 
seee its like this , things had happened to me before and yet it happened to me again . hurm why ? , i dont know . why dont you tell me sugar ?  .

okay , let me tell you this . i have feelings too , do you ever think about it ? .
kadang kadang , a single word pon boleh buat kite sakit ati kan .
well tapelah kan , bende dah jadi . nak buat mcm mana kan ;D 
move on jelahh , takkan nak tanak move on . gilaa ah mcm tuh :) 
anyway , i gtg now . i got things to get it done . 
sayonara and assalamualaikum .

im sorry

im sorry im acting childish . im sorry that i werent there when u need me . im not being myself right now . im so sorry dear . i love you .






mushimuru

Monday, August 30, 2010

you awak andaa kamu

I always do love you  just the way u are .
I always do love you with all my heart .
I always do like you the way u make me feel .
I always do like you when u just being silly .
I always do want to be with you .
I always do want to share my thoughts with you .

we'll figure out things together okay syg .
dont worry , i will always love you with all my heart .
remember this syg , you owned me .
<3
 Googlybear

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

my song

This song i dedicate it to my lovely sayang :) 
I love you baby .
avenged sevenfold - warmness on the soul
 
Your hazel green tint eyes watching every move I make.
And that feeling of doubt, it's erased.
I'll never feel alone again with you by my side.
You're the one, and in you I confide.

And we have gone through good and bad times.
But your unconditional love was always on my mind.
You've been there from the start for me.
And your loves always been true as can be.
I give my heart to you.
I give my heart, cause nothing can compare in this world to you.

And we have gone through good and bad times.
But your unconditional love was always on my mind.
You've been there from the start for me.
And your loves always been true as can be.
I give my heart to you.
I give my heart, cause nothing can compare in this world to you.

I give my heart to you.
I give my heart, cause nothing can compare in this world to you.


Tuesday, August 24, 2010

You


These colours are the colours that always seems to be the colours of my life .  green means my love , blue means be myself , orange means im happy no matter what happen cuz i got you , pink means you are the only one for me and white means a new chapter of life with u .

I love you more than all the stars in the sky.
I love you more as each moment passes us by.
I love you more with every breath I take.
I love you more with each promise we make.

I need you like a flower needs the rain.
I need you for you can wash away my pain.
I need you more each day
I need you for you are so wonderful, in every single way.

I miss you more than ever now.
I miss you because I really need you somehow.
I miss you and your touch.
I miss you for to me, you mean so much.

I want you to caress my lips the way you always do.
I want you to look into my eyes and see my love for you.
I want you to hold me close to your heart.
I want you to know that I love you, need you, miss you, and want you
And I have for every single moment, right from the start. 

im sorry for what i did , i really do .
 
Comfort within your smile
Lost in the love light of your eyes
Mesmerized by all you do
Feeling all the love you have for me
Knowing that my heart runs free

Take my hand and do not let go
Guide me down the path aglow
Shimmering under the glorious light
Love bringing us together
Hearing the wind whisper "forever".
 
Not even all the riches of the world 
would help me make it through a day, 
but just a minute spent with you 
and my whole world seems okay. 

A gaze of your heavenly brown eyes, 
a whisper from your enticing lips, 
the caress of your comforting hug, 
and a taste of your sweet kiss. 
All those things helps me through one more day 
and makes my life seem worth while. 
 
Hey i guess thats all what i want to say this time . 
i had nothing left to say.
my mouth shut tightly and all i can see in the mirror is a sad face .
these stuff are the things that i loved so much .
a timetable , a novel book , a lucky pen , an orange turtle , a box of blue bracelet ,
a small vase stuffed with cute little letter inside and  a pair of socks .
well , im going to sleep now .
byebye .
ily googlybear .
 
mushimuru . 

Monday, August 23, 2010

Love

I count the hours, 
I count the days.
How much I miss you, 
I count the ways.

I miss your voice,
I miss your touch.
And I miss the face,
That I love so much.
 
this poem happens when i was so bored and waiting her to get done with her homework . so i blank up my mind and start to think about her . 
Mygod i miss her so badd oh .  smpai boleh tulis poem . haha gile cool :D .
i never get tired saying this all day cuz i really do mean it . 
I Love You So Much Nurul Nadhira bt Shamsudin <3

Friday, August 20, 2010

French Leaves .

hey there , so here im just updating my blog which i have no idea what to write -__- yea i know im lame . haha
HAHA u know , last nite i learned how to speak French . my syg taught  me how to speak . haha its kinda funny cuz tak paham langsung . but now dah paham dahh . bonjour means hello and au revior means gudbye and this one i learned it by myself , merci beaucoup means thank you very much :D . bagus kan blaja bahasa ni .
et mon coeur trouvera sa raison d'etre , car tu es la . haha paham tak ? . heee this is what she gave me last nite . its so sweet syg , baby je t'aime !  .

so today agak busy jugak laa kan , haih ari ari busy memang pening la otak saye . gile gile gile :D then tadi balik umah kejap , kene kuar balik pegi carefour beli barang . patu gi bazaar jap beli roti john yang tak seberapa sedap tuh and air bandung . then berbuka and now tgh on9 texting msn dgr lagu mkan ice cream :) . nak? byaarrr ahh :P

so that's all what i want to say . oh yaa and baby if u're reading this , dont forget taw tu buka ur fb . i sent ur msg:D  . love you baby , muahh !

Thursday, August 19, 2010

green and froggy

so its been a while i havent update my blog . 
otak saye pening lah dan saya sangat sangat merindui awak syg <3
bilekah kite maw pergi itu dating lagi babyy ?  :P 

today was hell fun , bussy and tired -__-
me and abang had a so call lepak together lahh . we went to his shop to repair his motorbike and then we went to taipan buy stuff at guardian . before heading back , we stopped at digital mall to buy sum stuff at carefour . then balik lahh bukak puasa . haha :D


this to my babyybuu :D 
i like green too baby , we have the same fav colour !
but i like orange mooree :P
baby i miss u and i love you <3
bubu te amo .


heee syg u know how much i love my green cute cartoon frogs kan :D
haha this is my band :P
so i gtg now .  ngantok la plak kan . haiyoo .
bye .
love you bie , alott !

Monday, August 16, 2010

Nadhira :)

dahh lame tak jumpee :( . i miss u so baddly laa sayangg . i wanna see u . heeee i love you bubu <3 .

HAHA tuh je nak ckp . sbb dah rindu tahap gabann dah nii .
so Selamat berbuka puasaa :)

Sunday, August 15, 2010

do i have to do this -__-

Berikut adalah soalan yang perlu dijawab oleh penerima award ini .


1 . anda mesti memuji pemberi award ini .
 
haha , time kaseh laa kepade si byezura itu kerana beliau lah saye mendapat award ini . dgn itu saye berase bangge dan juge agak mcm apahal kene buat bende ni -__- . tapelahh kan , bukan slalu buat bende alah ni kan . haha
 
puji eh ? abis laa andaa :) 

si byezura ni agak hyper , baek , jahat , suka garu  dan juga gila . gila tang mana gwa tak tahu tapi selame gwa kenal ngn minah rempit ni dok asyik jadi gila jek -__-   *u kate i rempit kan
tendang maw kaa awakk ?

time lepak dgn die mesti ade bab happy , bab gila , bab makan , bab gossip dan bab sedih . bab sedih tuh die sorang lah sbb dok nanges rindu die punya mataair laa sapa lagi Momo the great kambing . HAHA :) .
 
andd andd andd igt lagi dulu time first time jumpe , haha sumpah klaka . mase tuh saye , momo , rashid dan juga reen . haha ade time tu kiteorang tgh berjalan then momo sorok lah die punye clip rambot die , hahaha mencari die mcm orang gile . tak tahu la ape yg best dgn clip tuh -__-  . then lepas cari mcm orang gila still tak jumpe , boleh plak dgn tibetibe die lompat depan saye dan berkata ' mane clip rambot i ? ' andd i say to her that the clip are not with me . haha then die pegang perot kate ' u sorok kat sini ehh :) '   -__- dah kenape kan . ape u igt i ni doraemon ? . last last jumpe . abiss daa cite :)
 
 
 2 . sila beri award ini kepada 1 bloggers yang lain .
 
hmm nak bagi kat sape hah ? tak tahu dohh . aduhh . ohhh heee kasi kat orang special lahh :) saya sayang dia ni sangat sangat :D
 
 
3 . anda mesti memberitahu kepada 1 blogger tadi .  
 
 alright :) i'll text her okayy . hahaha

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urghhh idk what's got into me today . i felt so emo shit , stress , scared , tired , anger and of course hungry . like normal sundays , i did some exercise blablabla and i still felt the same -__-  damn idk whats wrong with me . i felt like a piece of me are about to fall but just dnt know when . im so scared till i can hear my heart pumping fast like a 1000hp car's engine . well im just lyin down on my bed holding my cell waiting for my baby to text me :) . and yes she did . HAHA after we texted then the next thing i know is im asleep . sorry baby .
we text and we text then suddenly i feel so stressed up again . feel like my head is spinning tak tahu kenape  and its kinda disturbing . but hell yeah im okay now .  i think tak cukup tido jadi mcm tuh laa. hahaa sengal hotaheyy !  . 

btw , i miss her so much ow :(  . wish i can see her , sayaangg i miss u baddly . 
i love you babyyboo :D

Saturday, August 14, 2010

Nad and Bee :)

heyy now im here again to blog :) . so like as i told u before that im doing some shopping for raya . well , i went to pkns shah alam . hmm yeahh it was okay thou , nothing stupid things happen althou i saw some makcik with a very scary face smiling at me -__-  . idk why she smilled at me and yes it was a blaady freakin nightmare . can u believe that die ade gigi mcm vampire do hh. pehh gile babeng cuak laa ! even my brother was laughing like hell .  
So i bought a baju melayu wane biru . its my fav colour oh :D but i wanna buy green cuz its my sayang's fav colour but tapelah and a songkok to wear with the baju melayu . and blablabla walk walk walk , and there i received a text msg from my babyy :P . she said that she's on her way to pkns and like i normally do is smiling like a goat and happy as kidd . but eventually tak dpat jumpe pon . cuz i had to go home , mama dah penat and balik .
dah balikkk lepak lepak jap , online then penat tido :P . and u know she bought 2 baju kurung which is white baju kurung with a blue aqua flowers and orange colour . which is both are my fav colour :) . hee we have a match set :D .suke la suke la .
 its okay if our clothes did not match because i know that my heart are match with your's :DD 


ooookkkaayy this is like the most beautiful handmade art i've ever seen :) .its like so goddamn pretty .she made it for me and how cool was that , gile lahh sayang gile dkat die weyy ! . haha nmpak mcm susah je nak buat but actually agak senang . kot *ikhlas tu yang penting .hahahaha babyy me loveee youuuu ! <3

Friday, August 13, 2010

dewdewdew !

hey , its 4.55 am in the morning and im full after having sahur for fasting later and of course i cant sleep yet cuz im full . well whatever -,- . so today , im going to PKNS at shah alam to buy me self a baju melayu for this upcoming raya . i dont wanna go to that place cuz its so pack with humans . u know i hate when a place is pack with people ! . well nvm then , once a year je kan pegi sane . rase mcm nak beli baju melayu wane hijau which is my baby's fav colour  and rase mcm nak beli wane orange sbb aku suke orange . haih tak tahu laa , if campur wane takleh ? . baju hijau sluar orange ? haha mesti sumpah kelakar gile mcm keling :D .
There's a thing that keeps bothering me . last night we text happily but then suddenly she stop textin me . i mean she didnt reply my text . Did i've done sumthing wrong ? . if i do im sorry :'( . anyway tapelahh , nnt text la tu :P . soo i think that's it . im done for this session .  byee toodles !  
 
 " You are the first thing I think about when I wake up and the last thing I think about when I go to sleep, ensuring I have a pleasant day and sweet dreams.

heee and did i tell you that " Your eyes are the sweetest stars I've ever seen. "   :DD love you bubu .

MamoruLOVE

hey guys , its me beekay and im kinda new to blog . haha it sounds so funny when she forced me to do my own blog . haha its kinda cute and trust me , she know i'll do anythin for her :D .
cuz I love you so muchhie babyy . ngeee :)

 testing , 1 2 3 . hell yeah it it worked ! . so by now ive posted my 1st blog :) . haha lame retard .

heee damn idk what to crap . sorry thou  .  i guess im gonna crap next time maybe . haha toodles ;)


"I love you, not only for what you are, But for what I am when I am with you."

I love you Nurul Nadhira :P

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

Ahmad Shakir :)

Hi everyone ! It's nad here. heee. I'm just around to test the stuff on blog for beekay. It's his blog anyway!